I CARE~

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~I CARE ALL ABOUT YOU~

我不讲...不代表我可以不知道!!

兄弟.......人是有限度的.....你可以自己出丑...可是你不可以把我的朋友出丑.....这几天...你真的让我很失望.....我已经每一次都当做没事了....可是你越来越过分.......上次真的把你打了.....可是被别人阻止.......现在我真的不想另一个好兄弟连朋友都没有得做!!如果你再不醒...不要怪我......我真的会打人.....火很大~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 他妈的!!!!!

ARE YOU KIDDING ME~!!

ARE YOU KIDDING ME!! u said that u going to Give UP~! i dun believe it with what i see.......u got people around u who support you...your families, besties, friends......and u telling me you give up? i got no much ppl who can really support me, and yet i still not giving up....pls dun give up...and the last thing that u need is...support urself and dun give up !!!pls~ i know i cant help much in your things...but what i can do is to be ur supporter who always support u~!!! face it and be brave to face everything now and the future...u can do it!!!!! i kno u can!!! cheer up =)

The final sem and the last decision i will make...

at last, its my last sem in college.....its doesnt enjoy me at all.....friends problem...family problem....all come in once......i think alot everyday....but last sem seem like very free to me.....i go out everyday...midnight just back home....wat to do...im enjoy midnight life tho.....theres alot of problem im been thinking lately.....after this sem..what i suppose to do........im either hide myself at the island......or just come out and work...ive been thinking of working at the island...where i no need face the scary world...and everyday face the ocean.....BUT if i choose to live in the island...which mean i wont see any of my fren anymore....i dont think that i can make it.....what to doooooo....i really dono....roommate said that....let it be....let everything go by itself....do what i want...choose what i want......im choosing..............its hard...............im lost...totally lost............im look happy everyday...but who knows there a huge stone that i cant let it go ...............sadness....killing me slowly.....lastly.....i shouldnt care too much anymoree,,,,,,,

放不下.。。。我.。。。真的放不下这一切~！

心里.。。。。一只说.。。。。我放下了这一切.。。。。可是。。。我真的放不下.。。。。没人能帮我.。。 =（ 。。为什么！！ 为什么要有这种事发生.。。。。我现在。。。连我自己都不懂是谁了.。。。很难受。。。。每天面对.。。。。每天。。。。人都在变.。。。放不下的.。。。。。我也不懂该怎么办。。。。。。。一切.。。就会回到原点.。。。。。

im sorry..im a badass

Sory fren...i cant help u in all the thing altho is the last sem...my decision is final..and i just cant help u...i kno u din have much fren...and i tried to ask the other fren group v u..but his group just full..i kno im bad...i just really cant make it tis time...i dun care how much u gonna said me..what u can do now is..try the best way to find ur group...and lastly...just make that..u duno me this person at all...im sorry......last sem..sucks...

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I do hate vomit....it make me not feeling well at all..hateeeeee....today back from genting...vomit in front of prima setapak ...yucksss...hate...feeling not well at all..fever abit...hate.....tmr will be my rest day...sad...but..most important thing is..we did enjoy much at genting highland today..happy..thx to everyone..koonsong,richard,eunice,cindy,liz...<3 next time again ya.....

YES....I HATE TODAY'S ME~!

yea.....FML..so what..i totally messed up!!! i hate myself..i hate it so much..i said i can forgive u little bro.....but...i cant....because I HATE SEE THOSE FACE!!!!!!!SERIOUSLY!!!!I TELLING U I HATE IT SO MUCH!!!!!and u just SHOW ME AGAIN~! I TOLD U THAT JUST TELL ME WHAT U THINK AND TELL ME STRAIGHT FORWARD TO MY FACE....BUT U DIDNT DO IT.......I HATE IT.....JUST TELL OUT!!PLS....I KNOW I NEVER BE A GOOD GUY~!SO...STRAIGHT FORWARD PLS......THX~!!!

Everything start from ~ZERO~

yea...i mean it...everything do start from ZERO~ i cant deny it...........just because of my stubborn....i start with ~ONE~ and now i make alot of mistake which bring me alot of problems that cant solve....perhaps..i should giive up in everything..and try to learn the mistake and start it from ZERO....FML...really FML....

yes....fml just to get happiness....

i hate this life....i hate it so much.......i just wish that i can happy everyday without doing the thing i hate in my life....but it just cant.......eveyday...everytime....i get my happiness is just from doing the thing i hate....what should and what i want to do....i really dono.........i hate to see myself....i hate to see faces....fml so much........and i just wish to get my happiness...........

drunk....

Yesterday night...drink with bros....they really crazy....at 1st...9pm+ they phone me...asked me about..if 9ppl drink...need to buy how many chivas...and i just said tat..they decide...and after tat...12am ..i go to their house...and they told me they buy 3chivas...i just stun...but no matter what..just drink it lah...cuz that time really no mood and i just need too chill....in 10 min...we finnished 2bottle of chivas...really mad...i..that time..after the 2nd bottle of chivas..already down...fck shit...vomit is really suffer....im down...but i still can hear what my bros said about...they talk bout their job..they talk bout frens...and they talk bout their past...some sad..some happy...after laying....then when i open my eye..its already 4am+ and i got to walk back home...this must thx to a bro that carry me back to my house....yx...thx alot..i kno u drunk that time...im actually awake dy....thx really...u steady...i steady...bro foreverr...

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外婆..要搬家了....我们..也要搬家了.....

昨天....妈妈打电话来说....外婆家的屋主要回他的家.....外婆他们必须找另一个家......搞到阿姨们都没好觉睡.......为什么要这个时候要会那间家!!外婆又老...还生病...我听到...都哭了....刚刚..打电话给妈妈时....比较开心了一点.....听到她说....找到一间家了....我们家也会般过去.....很开心....可以跟外婆住.....可是..伤心的是...我没办法回去帮忙般....=(......对不起......

disappointed

fml...disappointment after a disappointment....great.....i can feel it all day long......continue.....continue until the day i left this world.........FML~

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i just need a listener.............i need it badly....

情人节=单身节..

情人节.........好久没过了......之前过....就是几年前了.........怀念当时最笨的时候......什么都是为了女朋友........什么都不管朋友....女朋友最大........现在....就一个人过着14.02.12 了咯......其实....情人节不代表什么节日....就多一个节日给全部情人有这一天过着二人世界的一天.......情人.......情人.....拍拖的感觉......都不懂是怎样了......我...等待的情人..........我还是....这样笨...等待...一位.....不会爱我的人吧........不多说了.....我的...情人节...就是我的...单身节~

sry lah bro~

sry bro....make u dulan me today...i kno u emo...bcuz i keep on said.u...i dono that u still the same....small gas........im really sry....what i can do is..say sry only....i already apologize to u.....what happen..depend on u only...i promise...i next time wont said u again no matter how................

WHAT I REALLY FEAR~

I'M NOT SCARED OF DARK

-i'm scare on what in it-

I'M NOT AFRAID OF HEIGHT

-i'm afraid of falling-

I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE PEOPLE AROUND ME

-i'm just afraid of rejection-

I'M NOT AFRAID TO LOVE!

-i'm just afraid of not being loved back-

I'M NOT AFRAID OF LETTING GO

-i'm just afraid to accept the reality that she's gone-

I'M NOT AFRAID TO TRY AGAIN

-i'm just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason-

thx bro....

cant sleep after the msg i sent.......thx to house brother.......thx for acc me...we chat alot...altho i din have much experience bout the thing that u guys said....but i do really appreciate that u guys acc me...and hear my thing....i really thx u guys...we must move on no matter how it ends up....but still..i wont forget every momment we happy together....THX...really...THX!! good night bro and friend.....!!

兄弟..

brother....is not what i wanted to said tis..is u make me worried bout it so much.....i do care all about our brother frenship...but i just scare that u the 1 who backstab me.........yesterday drink beer that time..i told u alot of thing that u donno...but i just scare that u the 1 who going to said out alot of thing...i really scared......u are the 1 who always hanging out, playing, eat with me.....im not saying u not steady at all....but i just scared...........even tho yesterday i said that...i promise...start from now i will forgive the 1 that most not steady brother in my life...and give him a better way to walk.....but....i hope that is im the 1 who think too much....i hope u,brother...wont betray me.....i trusted u....and i hope u too..............i hate those feeling...........

brother a brother......

brother......i got nth to tell u..but just disappointed......ppl do brother..u do brother...why u can do until over steady..i also donno.....wat the fck are u thinking......shit ass man......speechless...i dono how am i going to face u ......fck it man........o0o~!