YES....I HATE TODAY'S ME~!

yea.....FML..so what..i totally messed up!!! i hate myself..i hate it so much..i said i can forgive u little bro.....but...i cant....because I HATE SEE THOSE FACE!!!!!!!SERIOUSLY!!!!I TELLING U I HATE IT SO MUCH!!!!!and u just SHOW ME AGAIN~! I TOLD U THAT JUST TELL ME WHAT U THINK AND TELL ME STRAIGHT FORWARD TO MY FACE....BUT U DIDNT DO IT.......I HATE IT.....JUST TELL OUT!!PLS....I KNOW I NEVER BE A GOOD GUY~!SO...STRAIGHT FORWARD PLS......THX~!!!

Everything start from ~ZERO~

yea...i mean it...everything do start from ZERO~ i cant deny it...........just because of my stubborn....i start with ~ONE~ and now i make alot of mistake which bring me alot of problems that cant solve....perhaps..i should giive up in everything..and try to learn the mistake and start it from ZERO....FML...really FML....

yes....fml just to get happiness....

i hate this life....i hate it so much.......i just wish that i can happy everyday without doing the thing i hate in my life....but it just cant.......eveyday...everytime....i get my happiness is just from doing the thing i hate....what should and what i want to do....i really dono.........i hate to see myself....i hate to see faces....fml so much........and i just wish to get my happiness...........

drunk....

Yesterday night...drink with bros....they really crazy....at 1st...9pm+ they phone me...asked me about..if 9ppl drink...need to buy how many chivas...and i just said tat..they decide...and after tat...12am ..i go to their house...and they told me they buy 3chivas...i just stun...but no matter what..just drink it lah...cuz that time really no mood and i just need too chill....in 10 min...we finnished 2bottle of chivas...really mad...i..that time..after the 2nd bottle of chivas..already down...fck shit...vomit is really suffer....im down...but i still can hear what my bros said about...they talk bout their job..they talk bout frens...and they talk bout their past...some sad..some happy...after laying....then when i open my eye..its already 4am+ and i got to walk back home...this must thx to a bro that carry me back to my house....yx...thx alot..i kno u drunk that time...im actually awake dy....thx really...u steady...i steady...bro foreverr...

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外婆..要搬家了....我们..也要搬家了.....

昨天....妈妈打电话来说....外婆家的屋主要回他的家.....外婆他们必须找另一个家......搞到阿姨们都没好觉睡.......为什么要这个时候要会那间家!!外婆又老...还生病...我听到...都哭了....刚刚..打电话给妈妈时....比较开心了一点.....听到她说....找到一间家了....我们家也会般过去.....很开心....可以跟外婆住.....可是..伤心的是...我没办法回去帮忙般....=(......对不起......

disappointed

fml...disappointment after a disappointment....great.....i can feel it all day long......continue.....continue until the day i left this world.........FML~

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i just need a listener.............i need it badly....

情人节=单身节..

情人节.........好久没过了......之前过....就是几年前了.........怀念当时最笨的时候......什么都是为了女朋友........什么都不管朋友....女朋友最大........现在....就一个人过着14.02.12 了咯......其实....情人节不代表什么节日....就多一个节日给全部情人有这一天过着二人世界的一天.......情人.......情人.....拍拖的感觉......都不懂是怎样了......我...等待的情人..........我还是....这样笨...等待...一位.....不会爱我的人吧........不多说了.....我的...情人节...就是我的...单身节~

sry lah bro~

sry bro....make u dulan me today...i kno u emo...bcuz i keep on said.u...i dono that u still the same....small gas........im really sry....what i can do is..say sry only....i already apologize to u.....what happen..depend on u only...i promise...i next time wont said u again no matter how................

WHAT I REALLY FEAR~

I'M NOT SCARED OF DARK

-i'm scare on what in it-

I'M NOT AFRAID OF HEIGHT

-i'm afraid of falling-

I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE PEOPLE AROUND ME

-i'm just afraid of rejection-

I'M NOT AFRAID TO LOVE!

-i'm just afraid of not being loved back-

I'M NOT AFRAID OF LETTING GO

-i'm just afraid to accept the reality that she's gone-

I'M NOT AFRAID TO TRY AGAIN

-i'm just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason-

thx bro....

cant sleep after the msg i sent.......thx to house brother.......thx for acc me...we chat alot...altho i din have much experience bout the thing that u guys said....but i do really appreciate that u guys acc me...and hear my thing....i really thx u guys...we must move on no matter how it ends up....but still..i wont forget every momment we happy together....THX...really...THX!! good night bro and friend.....!!

兄弟..

brother....is not what i wanted to said tis..is u make me worried bout it so much.....i do care all about our brother frenship...but i just scare that u the 1 who backstab me.........yesterday drink beer that time..i told u alot of thing that u donno...but i just scare that u the 1 who going to said out alot of thing...i really scared......u are the 1 who always hanging out, playing, eat with me.....im not saying u not steady at all....but i just scared...........even tho yesterday i said that...i promise...start from now i will forgive the 1 that most not steady brother in my life...and give him a better way to walk.....but....i hope that is im the 1 who think too much....i hope u,brother...wont betray me.....i trusted u....and i hope u too..............i hate those feeling...........

brother a brother......

brother......i got nth to tell u..but just disappointed......ppl do brother..u do brother...why u can do until over steady..i also donno.....wat the fck are u thinking......shit ass man......speechless...i dono how am i going to face u ......fck it man........o0o~!